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Because of spring holidays I must go. I wont be  here about ten days,and I'm really gonna miss you guys.
I'm going to mountain named Fruska Gora in Serbia,near my city.As I remember,I've already told you
somethin about this pretty mountain in my journal.
All my family is gonna be there and celebrate Easter and 1st May is a day for camping.
For those who doesn't know: We celebrate Easter at 27April*the old calendar*.today is a great Friday and we paint on eggs.Tomorrow is a Saturday and we always go to church.On Sunday we celebrate Easter and children who go to chapel always sing in Church,but this year I'm not gonna be here.
I'm so gonna miss u!
So for those who celebrate Easter on Sunday,
HAPPY EASTER.
For those who don't.
BYE BYE,GONNA SEE YOU  SOON.UNTIL THEN I WANT MORE COMMENTS FROM YOU GUYS!!!
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Found this song quite good.Actually it became my favourite song...The firs time I've listened that song,of course....his voice sound weird but it's not.My music teacher says that people who has a deep voice really has an better ear(for music) than the other people who really sing high tones.So,I luv this song and I think this is the best song Strify sang.Luv his voice.

Chorus:

Spaceman
I always wanted you to go into space man


Pungent smells
They consumate my home
Beyond the black horizon
Trying to take control
See my girl
She shivers in her bones
The sun and zenith rising
Trying to take us all

There's a fire between us
So where is your god
There's a fire between us
I can't get off the carousel
I can't get off this world

The sickening taste of homophobic jokes
Images of fascist folks
Beam me up 'cause I can't breathe

Chorus:

Spaceman
I always wanted you to go into space man.


It's time to terminate this great white world
Morbid fascination
Television takes control
Decimation
Different races fall
Electronic information tampers with your soul

There's a fire between us
So where is your god?
There's a fire between us
I can't get off the carousel - I can't get of this world

The sickening taste of homophobic jokes
Images of fascist folks
Beam me up 'cause I can't breathe

Chorus:

Spaceman
I always wanted you to go into space man

Please don't imagine me as a crazy or something,these are only my thoughts
and conclusion about the life and whole stuff....
Don't steal my ideas or u r gonna be hanged....ofcourse,i'm kiddin....

~Life is a game.If you wanna live,you must pass all levels.~
*God is a player and we are in the computer.When God turn off the game the life on the Earth is
gonna disappear.*When God once more wish to play the game and turn it on again,there are gonna be the most specific creatures ever lived,but not human.*Turning off the game means "THE SIXTH AND THE LAST CATASTROFY"!!!

~Only one move can change your life.Think well before you make a step futher....~

~Live the life you love,but make sure you didn't make a mistake~

~GOD HELPS ONLY ONCE~

~Be happy because God gave you a life~
------I'm consulting my EMO buddies to read this sentence once and once again till
they not get a message.I wanna see smiles on their faces.....--------


If I ever remember sum others I'm gonna write'm...

II Chapter-Escape to the Stars




<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

I've always been the one to speak my mind
Strove against the stream
Take on the system or leave it behind
And you will find a new reality

What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?

Escape to the stars
Feeling so free
Just you and me
Escape to the stars
Chasing a dream
All that we need is to believe
Escape to the stars
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

“I’m sorry Strify,I just wanted…..”-he stopped me.
“Why,didn’t you say you love me?”-a lbit surprised expression showed on his still happy face.
“Yes,I did but….”-I didn’t know what to say….
“But….?”-he asked.
”Kiro,let’s forget all stuff are happening now.Lets enjoy this free time we have,and
Please don’t be that sad.Please.You know that I hate when I see you crying or sad at all.”-A worried face was still
Showing he loves to take care about me.That made me smile but still…..

I was a bit surprised but,still didn’t want to say nothing. Simply couldn’t speek a word.
I was just staring at the floor ,but for a moment I was trying to look at Strify.
I didn’t want him to see me.Like I was ashame of something,but for a moment I was too happy to do anything.
Oh man…I wanted to hug him so tight and never,ever let him go again.
These feelings were pure as a rain drop,so I knew my feelings were not playing with me again,and
I knew this is the time for telling a story.Till I was thinking about all stuff,and staring at the floor hoping strify
Will do something,he really did.
Suddenly,he pressed his fresh lips against mine so I could felt his deep breathing ,knowing he loves me so much just as I love
Him…My heart was beating so hard again,
I could feel his body on mine.
Even if I tried to pull him off,I was too  weak to do it so I let him do what he wants…
Strify was taking my pants off with smile on his crazy face.
I was a bit ,…scared….Do not know what was I scared for.Maybe I though someone will see us,or
Just because I never did it with a man before.
Everything around us was dirty,but he seem like didn’t care for it…His tongue was playing along with mine till
He was taking off our dirty clothes.His head was going a lil down,and he started to lick and kiss my neck,making me shiver.
With each kiss I felt that my body was totally freezing, but he knew it so he cuddled me so gently that I didn’t even feel
His hands on my chests who made me warm again.
Finaly,we were naked,but not for a long cuz he got some blanket over our cold bodies.
I felt his hands going down so slowly and I didn’t know what to say or do.
He finaly spoke out some words…
“Oh Kiro,I want to ecsape with you.I want,I really do and I love you so much…I wanted to say
It to you long ago,but I didn’t have a caurage to do it.Now I finaly did it.thanx for getting free my feelings.
I love you,and I always will”-after this words he gave me one more soft kiss,and then just
Lead me to the Stars.

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Escape to the stars
Feeling so free
Just you and me
Escape to the stars
Chasing a dream
All that we need is to believe
Escape to the stars

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

To be continued…
XXX

Title: Escape to the Stars (chapter I)

Author: Angel in Disguise

-Disclaimer: I don't own any of them,unfortunaly

-Pairings:KIRO/STIRFY

-Summery: About Kiro and lil miss Strify,....
War is comming and they want to escape forever...

-Genre:nothing special....my imagination...

-Notes:
I was trying to get it more pretty,but dunno did I have a lil
succes....still,hope you'll like it....there is also gonna be the 2nd part
cuz i didn't have a time to write all in one chapt...




I'm sick and tired of this so-called life
Without room to breathe
I toss and turn in my bed all night
Am I the only one who finds no peace?

What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?

Escape to the stars
Feeling so free
Just you and me
Escape to the stars
Chasing a dream
All that we need is to believe
Escape to the stars


I Dreamed about something special….I dreamed about haven,paradise,….Oh if I could just catch these stars….
Watching your beautiful eyes on the moon light I’m trying to escape from reality,I’m escaping to the stars with you.
Oh my love,I just sometimes ask myself do you feel that too?Do you feel what I feel?
Just If you could know how much I love you,we could escape forever,from everything ,…just you and me….Escape to the stars …..This war is never ending,I just hope it’ll stop.,Oh baby,If you could just hear my words,
If you could lay here beside me,give me a warm kiss like never did before.You make everything work better even if it is war
My thoughts are shouted just on you my love.I never felt so free,it’s not   a dream,I really feel your hands
Around my body,your lips on my cheek and your warm breath.Oh baby,I love you so much.
With this I finish,but something stopped me to go outside…Again I sat down and moved on,.I’m not gonna live forever,better make it now or never Kiro.”God,I’m talking like Luminor”….-“just take a deep breath and tell him that you love him so much,tell him what do you feel .“
Suddenly ,my body is moving.I’m getting up and comming out from the small house in small and very silent village.Rain is falling again,
No hope it’ll stop.
It seems like it is falling for years.The Air is so wet,just like my dirty shoes .
I can’t belive I’m near your doors baby,…My hand is slowly rising up,and softly knocking on your broken door.
No answer.
I step inside the house where I’m finding you on the floor  sleeping,dreaming freedom…I want to tell you how does it feel when no one knows you’re in love with a guy,but who cares,it’s war anyway… I’m letting my feelings decide.In one moment,I’m sitting near you,staring at your beautiful face covered with some make up.You don’t know how sweet are you when you are asleep,…I am what I am,and no one isn’t gonna tell me what to do,I don’t belive in anything at this moment I’m just following my weak heart.You spelled me with your beauty,
I can’t take it anymore,I must kiss you.Slowly,I’m pressing my lips at  yours  softly,hoping you will not wake up.
I’m  tasting your sweet kiss and thinking about freedom and stars who are falling with every time I touch your
Soft skin.Oh baby,this is heaven.Let’s take some place to live,place we can be safe but together,alone with million stars above us.
Angels are waiting for us all the time and they have already saved a
Brilliant star for us,our brilliant life.You see,all you need is fantasy,all to be you want to be.
Be with me,be with me forever and never let me go.Baby,wake up ,listen to me.
You woke up and I know you heard my quiet words I whispered to you.
You are watching me again,I can’t believe I’m feeling your lips  on mine,again.You kissed me baby,I know you feel that too,just
As I do.
”Strify,I love you” I said waiting for your answer…
But There is no answer,just a one more kiss and next,his arms are around me,he loves me ,too.
Gosh,his lips make me bleed.
“Strify,I want to escape to the stars with you,I adore you,I can’t live without you .No,not anymore,I want you right now.No waiting.”-I was so impatient,and so in hurry,…I wanted him now and forever…at this second,this moment…now…..
“Oh baby…”-He touched my  face with his soft hands and very gently moved his fingers through my freaky hair.He was smiling all the time.
He knows how much I like to be fondled.”Baby,I love you ,too.”


Overcome gravity
Holding you down
On the ground
Free from insanity
No one else is around

Escape to the stars
Feeling so free
Just you and me
Escape to the stars
Chasing a dream
All that we need is to believe
Escape to the stars


THE END OF THE FIRST CHAPTER

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